Um so for some reason my doctor decided to give me a fuckton of tranquilizer and pain meds before the operation or whatever I should call it I don’t care
And like I’m so ??!?!?!? right now I don’t even know
I just start crying hysterically at the weirdest things and yell at people and start to randomly laugh and I can’t read long walls of text because idk my brain is fuzzy I guess??? And this is awful and WHY ISN’T IT GOING AWAY ALREADY AND WHY DID THE DOCTOR GIVE ME THIS MUCH MEDICATION???? THE LAST TIME I went (oop capslock) through this thing I behaved perfectly well even though it’s fucking awful so it’s not like he needed to overdose me with this stuff to keep me calm
This is the worst!!!! and my doctor is the worst
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prologi said:
When I had surgery on my wrist, I spent like an hour trying and failing to count lighting fixtures on the ceiling and randomly bursting into tears. I don’t get along with the really good meds, apparently.
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maryatethelittlelamb-archive said:
( h u g s )
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